i TAKE THiS RAZORBlADE..

i’m hopeless
but of need
some scars have healed
but i still bleed.
i’m alive
but i’m dead
i’ve lost my mind
fucked in the head
they think they know
but they’re not aware.
i'm down on my knees,
i am the lock, these are the keys.
i take this razorblade
to watch my skin tare.
i despise alchoholics
but i would love a drink
i’d even try the strongest drug
to change the way i think.
i havent become a different person
but i’m still insane
put that bullet in that gun
then put it to my brain.
i hate seeing self abuse
but all i do is bleed
the level of this addiction
will probably soon exceed.
i smile, inside i cry
outside i live, inside i die..
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